sleep alone after drinking alone

loserpride13 @ 2005-07-17T20:39:00

2005-07-18T00:37:19Z

i made a new livejournal so i can make it friends only so only special people can read it. gone_dancin

rip loserpride13

loserpride13 @ 2005-07-17T20:06:00

2005-07-18T00:13:51Z

the weekend was rad. on friday, i picked up mikey from the t station in alewife then we went over to mikes house. blazed. then we picked up dan. we blazed in the car on the way to the movie threatre. we saw charlie and the chocolate factory and it was AMAZING. i was laughing the entire time. wow it was so funny i really want to see it again. johnny depp does an amazing job playing willy wonka. it's not really a kids movie though, the humor in it is based on adult awkwardness and adult reactions to things which kids don't understand. it was really funny.

yeah after the movie we went and picked up kenzie and smoked a lot of weed and opium, and the others drank vodka while i drove the car. yeah then i dont know what we did. uhh... yeaaaaahhh. i slept over mikeys house.

then yesterday mikey and i spent the day blazing away then went to lyszis party and got krunkd up. we left at 2, but not after the car i was driving ( not mine - mikeys ) was ambushed by protesters against drunk driving or something. aka a bunch of drunk kids surrounded the car and tried to take the keys. it was SO FUNNY. i had sobered up a lot by this poiint and mike was way too drunk to drive to i offered to drive his car, so i got in then they were talking about how i was going to get pulled over and get my license taken away and die in an accident or something. fuck it was funny... slash retarded. then they wanted to go swimming so they all got wicked distracted and walked away. so we leftttt

haha yeah so we went back to mikes and smoked a lot then called kids at the party to say we got into a car accident and mess with them for a bit and it was so funny mikey and i were laughing so hard and crying.

hahaha at the party last night dan and mikey had a dance off. haha mikey was break dancing on pavement with a lit cigarette in his mouth.

yeah so i slept over at mikeys house again last night andddd this morning when i woke up i talked to dan online. hahahahaha apparently when he got home last night, wicked drunk and high, he TOLD HIS FATHER HE WAS HIGH. hahahahahhahahah

www.livejournal.com/users/bite_my_pen

read his latest entry, it's so funny.

then yeah. today mikey and i smoked, and i did mikeys laundry and he made me waffles. ayayayayayayayay. then i dropped him back off at alewife. :( i miss him alreadyyyy.

loserpride13 @ 2005-07-15T00:48:00

2005-07-15T04:52:27Z

toooooday was great. i went to boston to see my boyfrined. i got there at like 4pm and left at 11. we basically just walked around that whole time smoking in sketchy alley ways. yeahhhhhhh. woo!!!!!!!!!!!!! um yeah. umumumumum.

hahahahaha mikey holding up my cell phone..?

im not sure why hes doing that

woo crazy mural

awwwww

livin the thug life

loserpride13 @ 2005-07-13T19:57:00

2005-07-14T00:01:59Z

haaaaaaaaaay everybodyyyy.

today i got really blazed.

i miss mikey
i know i say it everyday.

heres some pictures

^^^ i dyed and cut my hair. yay...

haha

ANTM

woo

that was fun

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dan looks so stoned

tripppyyy

look at what polya did to mikeys face... russians cant walk

he got his braces off yay

woooo hoooooo

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm i love mikey

loserpride13 @ 2005-07-13T19:30:00

2005-07-13T23:30:33Z

i just talked to mikey on the phone and im wicked stoned. and he told me to lay off the smoke just a tad bit.

whatif hes mad at me :(

loserpride13 @ 2005-07-12T22:26:00

2005-07-13T02:30:55Z

today was loooovely. i hung out with dan and kim. we tried to fry an egg on the hot road but some crazy mum in her minivan ran over it so we started screaming stupid bitch! and fucking whore!

yeah.

then i went into boston to visit mikey and it was gr8 and i love him so. he met me at the t station then we walked around boston and he bought a new bowl. then we smoked in some crazy playground with a crazy mural and there was this goth girl sitting right accross from us. hahaha and there was like people everywhere. kinda sketch i guess. whatevs.

ooooo i love that boy!! and boston is a sweet city

loserpride13 @ 2005-07-10T20:19:00

2005-07-11T00:21:59Z

sooooooo last night i hung out with rachel and dan it was a lot of fun. hahaha
yeah
i miss mikey though. he calls a lot and we send emails to one another, and i get to see him tuesday but i just really like seeing him and talking to him like every hour of every day. we were doing that all summer until he left. aw im so bored without him
im just gonna exercise a ton and lose weight
cuz thats how i do...

loserpride13 @ 2005-07-09T09:34:00

2005-07-09T13:38:02Z

he's gone for five weeks

loserpride13 @ 2005-07-06T11:53:00

2005-07-06T15:58:04Z

there are no words to describe how incredibly wasted i got last night at a party at delaney... i blacked out completely, i must have acted like an idiot
things i remember
-fishbowled tent
-when polya stepped on mikeys face
-driving mikeys car home]

i got blood on my t shirt, several new bruises

ummmmmmmmmm
i almost feel partied-out. keyword almost.

in other news
my mum came home from australia yesterday and i love her and she's awesome. she's kinda a wreck right now seeing as that was probably one of the last times she'll ever see her little sister. but she's the strongest person i know so im sure she'll make it through okay. it must be so hard being so far away from a dying sibling. i cant even imagine it.anyway. she bought me some WICKED SICK australian fashions. haha i like it. theres like a pink t shirt that has australia written on it graffitti-style, and a brown track jacket with PINK AND SPARKLY graffitti on it
wicked siiiick

loserpride13 @ 2005-07-05T02:58:00

2005-07-05T07:02:57Z

theres this park in ayer that everyone in harvard when they were kids went. today me and some kids were driving around and we decided to go down there, and we drove down there during a memorial for kelly proctor, a 19 year old guy that was killed there last weekend. it was so sad and shocking, it was like,... that stuff only happens on the news, you know,..

http://www.lowellsun.com/front/ci_2839767

^^^^^^
just read it

its so hard to believe that that happened like, a few miles up the road. i didn't even know the kid but i am so moved by his death, and witnessing the vigil was just toooo muchhhh.

anyway.

today mikey and i saw war of the worlds, it was okay, except for the ending which sucked an insane amount, and a lot of the scenes were very long and dragged. and i FUCKING HATE DAKOTA FANNING Or WHATEVER THE FUCK HER STUPID NAME IS. i fucking can't stand her, we need a new goddamn child actress she can't do shit. all she does is make annoying sounds.

yeah then hung with mike bobzin and dan at the campsite good times.

loserpride13 @ 2005-07-04T10:45:00

2005-07-04T14:52:44Z

july 4th woooooo.
im not american but like i'm all about celebrating this country's independence... BY GETTING DRUNK OFF MY ASS

YEAHHH

so i walked in the party last night, and my bffl hands me some rum and she's like ITS YOURS. she just gave me like so much rum and then i drank it all in like 5 minutes, then i was drunk, then i took shots of vodka, and had this mysterious cup of... something

lotsa kids at the party i havent seen at parties before
it was fun fun fun fun

so mikey and i went to his car to smoke at like midnight i think, and yeah then i ended up at mikeys house.. but i still thought i was at polyas house, so i was like, "where did everybody go?" and he just laughed. he takes care of me when im drunk and i love him

andddd i have some pictures

if mikey was a black man

ooaoooOooO cool FX

he is americas next top model

badass ink

kelsey! i dunno who she is, but she reads my livejournal, and i met her, and YEAH WOO shes awesome

kevin? i've never talked to kevin in my life! yay

matt? don't talk to him either

jill labruzzoooooooooooooooooooo

BOBZINNN

the dudes

im KRAZY

uh..?

yeah dudes

edit: i forgot to mention that my mummy gets home from australia tomorrow yippeeeeee im so excited, i love my mum and i missed her the past three weeks. yayayayayay

loserpride13 @ 2005-07-03T11:17:00

2005-07-03T15:23:36Z

yesterday!!!!! i went to new hampshire with my lovely boyfriend michael cause his family has a cabin there. wowee it was fun. then we went back to his house in massachusetts and went out and "rented a movie", aka, we met up with starbuck and bought an 8th and smoked bowls and bowls and fishbowled mikeys car THEN got a movie. we got the mask because chris told us to and he was working at video signals, and we also got final destination because i love those movies more than life itself
yeah then we went back to mikes and smoked and smoked and then i passed out.
i had a bad dream and i woke up and mike wasn't in the bed and he was like are you okay because i was twitching
yeah. it was a really bad dream.

rachels dad had a heart attack IN REAL LIFE. yeah that sucks. i love rachel and her dad.

i dreamt that my dad and her dad were hanging out and then my dad had a heart attack and jeff (rachel's dad) had to drive him to the hospital
i guess it wasn't WICKED bad but i was WICKED shaken up
and it was justa dreaaaaaam.

wellllllll yeah.

today i cleaned my room and reorganized my cd collection. i found powderfinger - oddessey number five, but most of it is scratched, so i have to rebuy it today. ohhh yeah.

im happyyyyy.

loserpride13 @ 2005-07-01T12:44:00

2005-07-01T16:45:43Z

ooooooh yeah and today mike and i have been going out for two months,
that's like, the longest time ever

im sad though
cuz in nine days

he's going to berklee for FIVE WEEKS
and that's a REAL long time
but it also means many trips to boston to visit him, so i suppose its not all that baddd

loserpride13 @ 2005-07-01T10:55:00

2005-07-01T15:08:17Z

why can some people eat everything and look like a stick
but i eat barely anything and i'm 160lbs?
i feel ugly again,
and i thought losing 20lbs a couple months ago
and getting an awesome bee eff
and having fun every day fixed my issues with appearance
but it really didn't.
so why don't i get off the computer and exercise right now? well i already have today. twice i've been running already and it's not even noon. but i can't seem to lose any more weight.
maybe i should get back into cocaine.
ooooh maybe i should quit my bitchin.
or maybe i should just accept the fact that it doesn't matter what i look like at all.
but i really don't like coke, and i really like complaining, and i really think my appearance is important for some reason. whateverwhateverwhateverrrrr.

ive been in a real bad mood since yesterday afternoon,
and i dont know why.
i smoked a lot of weed and didn't feel anything,
and in the process of smoking weed a lot of mosquitoes attacked me
and i left my friends because i didn't think it was worth standing outside getting bitten when i wasn't even getting stoned at all or having fun hanging out with them

whatevs

loserpride13 @ 2005-06-29T10:57:00

2005-06-29T14:58:27Z

this morning i feel unhappy. i woke up with this rash all over my legs, i've gained weight, and i haven't been looking after my face the way my dermatologist prescribed me to do so. hmm. all that makes me feel like i'm real ugly... but that's the worst of my troubles right now... so i guess life really ain't that bad.

there was a party ... either last night, or the night before, i get the days mixed up. then yesterday, ummm
yesterday?
oh i went over to kenzies house. kenziekenziekenzieeee
and hung out with people
it was dece fun
we saw BEWITCHED wicked stoned, wow wow wow

blueberry tonight? i looooooooove blueberryyyyyy

loserpride13 @ 2005-06-27T10:10:00

2005-06-27T14:41:36Z

life is good. saturday night some kids and i went to the fireworks then went to krutz's party afterwards. yeah i got krunked up and smoked a lot of weed and passed out on the floor. but whats new!

yesterday rachel and i got high then went out to lunch, then mikey and i got high and saw LAND OF THE DEAD. really funny zombie movie. it was wix bad. looooooved it.

then i passed out on the couch downstairs
mmmmmm i love ac!

loserpride13 @ 2005-06-25T00:07:00

2005-06-25T04:08:41Z

loserpride13 @ 2005-06-24T23:16:00

2005-06-25T03:17:19Z

today kenzie and i smoked some opium then got mad blazed with tam. the end by nicole louise egan

edit: i just remembered that i also went to maine today which was pretty fun. i got to drive my dads car around with my sister while my dad was in a business meeting, & i love my dads care, so ALL IS GOOD IN DA HOOODDD

loserpride13 @ 2005-06-23T14:46:00

2005-06-23T18:52:26Z

hmm lets see. last night we partied at blueberry. wicked fun. we hit a rock in alexs boat when we were going over there which was kindaaa funny. it was a great night. I DIDNT DRINK though. i just couldn't handle it. there was nothing besides beer and i just couldn't do it. anyway. i got so high though. wow so much fun partying on an island.

before that, annie bobzin mikey dan and i chilled at my house. my dad came home when we were just about to take hits from a gravity bong
i was like
"oh yeah we're just deciding where to go to dinner... which is why we're all sitting on the deck in a circle with hazy eyes"

wow last night was amazing. i didn't really take that many pictures but i have a couple.

she was pointing at her floating empty beer can

nothing like partying on an island

ohhw owowowoowowowowo

loserpride13 @ 2005-06-19T21:46:00

2005-06-20T01:47:46Z

bobzin left her cell phone in my car yesterday. so after smoking some bowls, i sent her a text message that read "i have ur cell phone". this morning, i got her cell phone out of my car and it was beeping because she had one new message. so i checked it. it said, "nic e: I have ur cell phone"
and i laughed
and
laughed
and
laughed

because i am mentally retarded.

loserpride13 @ 2005-06-19T09:52:00

2005-06-19T13:55:20Z

so i love the weekend. friday... uuuuuuh. i don't even remember what i did. then saturday, ohh chris's band put on a show at his house, and there was like, a bbq. yeaaahhh anyway... it was a lot of fun, we walkewd down there... talked to a lot of people. steve, deeks, courtney, mike, yeahhhhhhhhhh it was a good time.
im just so burnt out.
walked back to my house, gave rachel a ride home, then mikey and i went to mcdonalds to get mcflurries. then they didnt have any ice cream. so we were liek GOODBYE and left. then we drove all the way to acton mcdonalds smoking on the way. it was so worth the trip. there was like a huge line there though. NO DRIVE THRU

loserpride13 @ 2005-06-18T11:05:00

2005-06-18T15:10:39Z

last night i was threatening to light mikeys goatee on fire, and then i actually did it. i didnt mean to though. i was just threatening to
but i did it
and it was on fire

and it was probably one of the funniest things thats ever happened

STILL I FEEL BAD
BECAUSE HE HAD TO SHAVE IT OFF

i hope he stil loves me!

loserpride13 @ 2005-06-15T21:08:00

2005-06-16T01:13:35Z

well well well.
today i took a psychology final exam. didn't study. it was pretty dece. after my final ended at like 9:40am, left school wtih bobzin, smoked some bowls. drove around. dropped bobzin off. mikey and taylor came over. smokey smokey. drove around. smoked. uhh. went to nature trail. smoked. went to ryans. went to taylors house. smokkeddd. went to esmays. smoked. drove. smoked. came home. watched movies with mikey. we watched meet the fockers. elf. terminator 3.
the final exam schedule rules the school....

loooooove nicole.

loserpride13 @ 2005-06-14T20:59:00

2005-06-15T01:09:30Z

i was gonna study for finals, yeah, but i decided smoking bowls was a better way to spend my time.

you put me on a line and hung me out to dry and darling that's when i decided to go see you.

loserpride13 @ 2005-06-12T21:36:00

2005-06-13T01:49:48Z

this weekend was great. on friday, i hung out with taylor, cam, mikey and mike. i'm not really sure what we did, but we had a lot of fun. it took us like five hours to find some weed. that was nuts. when we did buy, however, it was so worth it. we gravity-bonged it up at mikeys house. holy moly. i love them g-bongs. then we drove taylor and cam home, and mike left, and i slept over mikeys.

on saturday rachel and i went to mcdonalds for some m&m mcflurry action. yeah. then mikey and i went into boston. we smoked on the way to alewife in the cah cah then went to the axis.

the show was great. i had a lot of fun. i liked i am the avalanche. they were great. head automatica were fantastic also. afterwards, i ran into nate. that nate. always on landsdowne street. went to mcdonalds. some guy threw a cup at me. oh it was funny. then he wouldn't stop staring at me. mikey was like, i'm gonna kick his ass. yeah so then we went on an adventure. we walked through this park thing. there were all these old people in it. i was like PARTY!

yeah so then we went back to mikeys house. smoked on the way back. oh it was fun. slept over mikeys house again.

in the morning mikey made chocolate chip pancakes because he's amazing. i went home and showered then rachel came over and we did our chem project. it seriously took like less than an hour. greaat.

i was babysitting my sister so rachel and i took her out for ice cream. then we came back. i played pool with my sister. she almost beat me. ohboy. it was very hot. i like it though. then rachel and i smoked a bizzowl. mikey came over. we played pool. rachel left. mikey and i watched the incredibles, then at the end credits my sister got really silly so we played with her for a bit. she's so funny. i love her.

woweeeeeeeee i love the summertime, i love it, i love it. two more days of school, then finals. the first final i have on wednesday is the only one i care about - psychology. once that's done, i will feel done.

summersummersummer i love youuuu

rachel and i researched why nyquil makes you drowsy for our chemistry project. these two pictures were included in the slideshow.

mikey making pancakes in the morning

he told me to stop what i was doing, he said, YOUR BANGS LOOK LIKE A HEART.

i told him to strike an americas next top model pose. i think he nailed it. i'm not sure if tyra banks would agree with me though.

alewife wut wut

this is what i look like after shows

mb hottie pants

sometimes he eats the camera

awwee

?

duuuudes!